Expectations is first in my monthly series of observations surrounding thought forms, words and beliefs that influence the way I am as a parent and partner to my children and husband. In my last post I dove into a realization I had recently: if I truly was to Follow the Joy I need to unpack and discover where certain beliefs and thoughts really come from. If they don't serve a joyful life then I need to let them go and replace them with something that does.
This past month has been an interesting one. Things have been shifting and changing, as they always do, though this past month I’ve felt a deep cavernous yearning I hadn't felt in a while. I wasn’t sure what that meant until a day or so ago. I had an idea pop in my head that had my heart racing, my stomach doing flips and twirls. Excitement overtook me.
My heart was broken recently. A comment was made about my daughter to me by a friend of hers. Her friend being a few years older sees the world in a slightly different light than my daughter. My daughter is 5; she's powerful and full of wild energy. She makes no apologies for who she … Continue reading From Heart Break to Shine
"Letting go of control has allowed our life to flow easier like a beautiful river. Our days together are a celebration of play, learning through play, life and growing as a compassionate loving family. What more could we ask for."
I wish to become lighter. I'm tired of feeling sad, mad, heart broken. I'm tired of feeling afraid, lost, at a loss, hopeless, overwhelmed. I'm tired. I'm tired of the heavy weight of it all. I wish to become lighter. In honor of my mother her mother and her mother before her. In honor of … Continue reading Becoming Lighter. Choose Love.
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE & ACCEPTANCEThe last few days have been hard. While missing my mother never goes away the quiet simmering beneath the surface bubbles up and over around holidays, big life events, during quiet solitude. Today while I was showering I caught myself thinking about my mother when I was caring for her just before … Continue reading Unconditional Love & Acceptance
PARENTING THROUGH TRIGGERSBefore I had children I had no idea what being a parent meant. No one explained the details of what is really required of you. No one talks about the challenges you’ll face when you’re exhausted, frustrated and going on your third day of not showering. No one talks about how parenting triggers … Continue reading Parenting Through Triggers